Come one come all take part in my fall

Come one come all I want you to play a role in my demise.
Dim the lights I bow my head and pass out the knives.
The bell chimes with volume that rattles your bones.
Now Don't be afraid it's time for great loyalty to be shown.
Thrust forth and stab deep bring me to my final sleep.
Take pride in knowing you have a blood stained knife.
From the night of my dear heartfelt demise.

April fools or Not?

I dont know for sure if the end of things comic is really done with or if it's a joke and there seem to be floating lammas on fa *uses metal colander as a war helmet and hides behind sofa*

Believe it or not but I'm actually very gullible toward pranks and jokes.

I feel positive today

Today I saw an ad campaign to spread awareness to those idiots who say "that's so gay"

woo! about time how did that stupid sentence even get spread in the first place?
My old friend said "thats so gay" at least a hundred times a day. I guess that's why i wasn't too surprised when he socked me after I came out to him.

now I'm feeling positive also because things lately have ben working in my favor.
Ever since I listened to John Lennons Imagine on Sunday.
I've been feeling peaceful and things in my life are coming at me in remarkable coinsidences.

I was thinking about transgendered people and wanted my family to be educated more about them.
Today my mom noticed she had a transgender in her myspace buddies.
She was freaked out and it pissed me off but i got a chance to inform her for the better of understanding.
After all her cousin actualy is a transgender.

Another thing that happened was my sister actually wrote a story about the song imagine.
a world with no heaven hell god or religion.

She didn't even know i was obsessing over that song this week.
It made me feel good and I believe I still have a connection with the world.
No matter how negative things are all i have to do is relax and maybe just maybe I can find a wavelength to operate on at a higher level of consiousness.

Maybe we do have a part of us that needs to be woken up or reminded.

I've been feeling very different lately.

Homosexuality and homophobia

I can not fucking stand it when someone says being gay is a choice.

Who the fuck are they to tell me that I chose this? First of all they don't know a God damned thing about me and other gays bi's lesbians or transgendered people.
And they sure as shit don't know what each of us has gone through in life.

So to all you "oh it's a choice and i don't agree with it" assholes you NEED to shut your fucking mouth because you just don't fucking know what it's like.


Being gay is the same as anything else you like.

EXAMPLE: you like a band you didn't choose to like the band but the music struck something in you. Some may not like that band and you cant make them.

Did I dumb it down enough for you homophobes?


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Now for you people that say I'm going to hell If I don't accept God and turn magically straight.



what happened to free will?
I thought free will was a gift why does god care so much about who we love?
His judgments are meaningless really who is he trying to impress? why does it matter?

It's my free will I'll do what I want with it.

If someone gave you blender as a gift but punched you in the face every time you used it wouldn't you think that person is a dick?

So if YOUR God really does send people to and eternity of burning painful torture for loving the same sex.......then HE"S A FUCKING ASSHOLE!

new noises for my ears

Well I of course took advantage of the leaked Marilyn Manson songs from his new album The High End of Low.

Arma-Goddamn-Motherfucking-Geddon.
and The wow.

Unlike a lot of people I'm loving these new songs and I'm happy to know Marilyns not afraid to be creative and actually change his sound.

I'd also like to take this time to mention how shitty I think heavy metal has become the past 5 years.

I'm fucking sick and tired of bands that constantly roar like the devil shitting a billion pine cones.
That kind of vocal disharmony is no longer hardcore or unique.
Hatebreed Lamb of God and a ton others all sound the same.

I was watching Headbangers ball And i felt just as dumb as i would have felt watching 50 cent.
There was no real creativity no art just embarrassment.

why cheez-its suck squirell nuts

Have you noticed there is nothing to drink that tastes good while snacking on these awful mouth drying vomit crackers?
And they clump up and get stuck in your teeth or on your gums.

I want doritos god damnit!


That is all for now, Oh i also got more mt dew so yay!
Now go away.

almost one am

I'm out of mt dew...............blah